Rant 1.

Do you ever feel like you are left behind. There were so many things you were supposed to do but you didn't maybe couldn't. I sometimes feel social media is like the worst thing out there. Always making you compare yourself with others. Looking at other people's accomplishments puts your life in perspective. Not that my life is a failure. Its just that i thought by the time i am 25 i would have it all figured out you know. A steady relationship, a house, completed MBA, have my own startup. But life always has different plans for you.I am 25. Almost broke, i didn't do my MBA cause i got too messed up in my emotional life, single cause i am very bad chooser of guys, i haven't even started 'S' of a startup. Its frustrating sometimes when people expected so much of you, you expected so much of yourself and you could make it. And when i get frustrated i do crazy things. So i quit my boring but well paying job so i am moving in with my parents now. How cool is that.

In one way i feel it was a right choice to quit my job and try to do what i really love. Atleast try once. But i am scared. Of even this not working out. And its makes you more crazy when you can't talk to anyone about it cause to all you are this strong person who can deal with any shit. You help them deal with their shit. You can't fall weak. its just Grrrrrrrrrrr!!! And now i am rumbling.